RaylaRains

Holy crap its been along time since Ive written a journal entry. Well summer has come and gone and fall is now here to taunt my spirits about being snugly warm inside, having yummy treats,and  being happy. Because this year has been the worst summer yet and I dought things are going to be getting better anytime soon. :C Ive been so busy since I got back to the UK I feel like I haven't had time to breath. Like I have been holding my breath and I don't dare take another sip of air even though with every second I hold on to that used air it hurts more and more. So hopefully soon I can take a nice deep breath of the crisp autumn air and relax a

Spring is here and it has brought me out with it. I'm more active and happy in the spring and summer! Maybe its because I'm a spring baby, or that I just love sunshine, but I am up and ready to shed away the darkness and cold winter away. I have been doing more photography and I think I might even start a few new projects this season. I signed up for a photography class in May and I'm pumped up for it. Also nervous about all the upcoming events for the next winter but, I have time to be a worry wort later. Right now I'm going to soak up the sunshine while I can, and enjoy England at its best! :D

I am the embodiment of inertia. If I'm going I'm going, and if I'm not, with nothing to do I'm stuck. I hate how my life seems to have a tendency to be one or the other, everything is crashing down around me or things are getting better or nothing. They say that if your not going forward your going backwards, towards the future or the past. I just feel dizzy. When things are going my way i crash in and go "NO GOOD THINGS CANT HAPPEN! THATS IMPOSSIBLE!"  I am my own super villain. Sabatoshing my plans of self improvement and future of progress. But what do you do to defeat your super villain? this is what i ask myself ever time i do stupid sh